Just found out today that my Mom had spinal degeneration. There's a possibility that left part would be disable...

Haven't come home for a month and didn't intend to do so until Dad reminded.

Am I too carefree? too selfish?

I used to think that I could leave everything behind, run away from family. I used to be too positive about my life, I didn't think that diseases, accidents would happen to me and people around... till they come...