Saturday, September 29, 2007

such a long day...

an ordinary day...
a windy day... shining day... and someone's sad...
an empty day... wanna go to a far-away land... nobody can see... disappear from the circle of life...
a day doesn't like everyday...
a day in lost... try to find an exit... but fail in attempt...
a day like today......

Have you ever...
smiled... but... actually that's the way to hide your feeling...
been lonely... pick up the phone... call some friend... no answer...
scared of dark night... when have to stay alone...
watched someone leaving... wanna hold them tight... say quickly...pls stay... in a while... don't let me feel lonely...
felt strange... even to your dearest relative...
wanted to shout loud... but something's stuck in throat...
been afraid of waking up the next morning... have to spend a long day in missing...
been jealous of someone... just b'coz you can't be as happy as them...
felt that you can't receive what you deserve to have...
felt that waiting is meaningless...
Have you ever.......?