get lost

sometimes...

i wish i could live for a day

... one last day

that would be a special day in my life

... ever...

that would be the most beautiful day

... ever...

...

i would do anything i want
... even the craziest things
travel to anywhere i want
and when the night fall
...i will...
die in solitude, friendlessness...

new friend

just met someone

special
weird!

...

first time talking...

but i know that they will be one of my friend soon!

never been wrong about this

breathless

Wake up

It’s raining again and again

Bad nightmare

Cold

Vaporous

Scared

It’s happening

People,

How greedy they are

Always want more

Never feel satisfied

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Famous university

Good friends
Happy family
Seem to have everything in hand
But never feel comfortable

Simply want to be sad

Even desire a misery life
It's a part of my life
Want to live with it
Love that feeling
And let it destroy myself

If all roads are straight lines

I’ll follow them
Walking in one of them

Day after day

Till exhausted

I’ll sit on the pavement

And cry

As I’ve never cried

Until no tears anymore

BalloOn

Have you ever blown a balloon?

Somebody told me a balloon's like your dream. Just blow it. You'll see its beauty. Unless.. it's just a piece of rubber! However, if you have to much ambition, you'll explode it.

When I was a child. I love balloons so much, love to see them, blow them and play with them.

Growing up... I forget one of my favorite things. I forget how to blow a balloon. I don't dare anymore. I'm scared it would blow up while I haven't touched it yet.

Am I changing? Am I too weak to light my dream up?

for you, dad

Today's my father's b'day. I don't know what to give or to tell him... so I dedicate this piece of writing to him...

If someone asks me who my hero is. I'll answer immediately that's my father. I'm very proud of him. He's the oldest brother in a large family. He was the smartest among his siblings and became the only one in his village passing uni entrance exam at that time . However, he was put at the greatest disadvantage. Until this moment, many people wonder if my father is really grandparents' son. Everyday, he had to walk for 5 km to go to school while some brothers used bikes to hang out with friends and the others gave up studying out of laziness.

He set up career with nothing except a bachelor degree but never wants us to suffer hardship. He told mom to quit her job to take care of me. Financial and family troubles drove him into stress. And that was the time he caught an incurable disease, stayed in hospital for a month with no care from his parents and I was so young that mom couldn't leave home..... Many years have elapsed. My father now is very successful in his job and earns respect of lots of people. Moveover he treats his grandparents well no matter what they have done. But he always says that his family just have 4 members!

If I had a wish, I hope people could find out the way to heal him...

blue

Have you ever...
...known someone for several days...
...but it seemed to be a whole life?
...
Have you ever...
...met someone few times...
...but discoverd that they were a part of your life?
...
Have you ever...
...watched someone leaving you...
...while you haven't said how much you loved them?
...
Have you ever...
...felt regret like me?

18

Age doesn't voice person!

This day 18 years ago, I was born. Now I'm 18. People say 18 is mature age. I don't think so. Or I don't want. I'm still a child, still need family, friends to share, to teach me right from wrong....Over those years, many things have happened. Some stopped me, some encouraged me... but all of them have changed my life. Sometimes I look back and wonder what would occur if I made another decision, if I was scared of losing and sat around rather than trying. Whatever happens, I'm smiling at what I have today, pleased with my decisions.

My b'day is not as I expected. One word: BORED! But I'm not lonely. I have such best friends that sending me sweet wishes. At this moment, I'm grateful for this life, which I used to hate and wanted to leave. Such a stupid thought, isn't it?

Happy New Year 2008

Another year has come! How quickly time goes by! There were too many things happening in this year. There were many times I cried in happy, and many times I wanted to die.... But everything has gone. A new bright year is waiting for me!!

I haven't done 7 things listed one year ago (just some). I haven't learnt to play any instrument yet; haven't studied any language or even finished the jigsaw puzzle... and finally, I couldn't find him or maybe I'm still not ready for dating?!!?!

On the other hand, I've just graduated from highschool with good marks; studied at ACET as I planned. Moreover, I joined RMIT sooner than I had expected. And the best I earned from those days is friends, my true friends. I'll never forget this special year!

Send them all the best wishes in the world!!!!!