Tuesday, March 30, 2010

identity

more offers,more jobs,more opportunities...i say YES to all.people see me happy?yes, definitely maybe....that's only the way to cover my uncertainty.i don't know what i'm doing today.my absent-mindedness is really serious,i can't even remember what i've done in a day.i don't care about the past and have no idea about what's lying ahead.i live for the present,right now,and right here.but it's not like the way it should be coz i have no feeling towards what i'm doing.

i'm like a lost soul wandering, try to wear a cool mask.i force myself to be sad.indeed,i should feel sad coz i'm not able to be sad or thoughtful like months ago.i'm losing my identity?or i'm getting near to my real one?where am i?

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